i'm finally free to dump...no... BURN my econs notes~~ yeah~~ actually e paper wasn't DAT difficult but fuck e lecturer y ask so many open-ended qns when numerical ones r obviously easier to mark?!?! n wat e fuck is 'open-market purchase'?!?! can't he juz use 'selling of govt bonds'?
when i asked e tutor abt it, he went like: errrr actually i'm not supposed to tell u...then he HINTED EXPLICITLY dat i got it e other way round...isnt dat as gd as telling me? DUH
well apparently everyone tinks e paper is easy n i screwed up for my mid-term so prob cant get e A i've been eyeing....
den at e bus stop i got hit on by dis creep...he juz approached me out of the blues, told me he's seen me around(which is pretty absurd since he's in YR 4 while i'm in YR 1), n asked me for my no...
one piece of advice to him: no matter how sponstaneous how proactive u claimed to be, decent guys dun loiter around e bus terminal picking up gers
anyway i was pretty freaked out n gave him some lame excuses...
i was trying to be tactful by telling him dat i din wanna give him my no. cos i din like e idea (so u see, e prob lies in me, of course it doesnt have anything to do with wat a creep u r)
but he persisted n it got kinda awkward...i was dying to leave e place but my bus was nowhere in sight....in e end being a COMPLETE MORON i gave him my no to make him go away...now feeling remorseful n irritated w myself...
ok i admit i was kinda flattered...but it still gets on my nerve when sth like dis happens.....i haf dis prob w rejecting ppl in e face...i cant stand it when ppl get disappointed with me...guess i'm a ppl-pleaser who tries to pls everyone...well it used to make life easier....but now i find myself too compromising n ppl r unconsciously taking advantage of it....SHEESH I REALLY HATE IT WHEN DAT HAPPENS!!!! ARGH
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