bitchy cheng

feelin moody

boo.

maybe it's another one of my hormone-induced (yeah everything is genetically encoded i cant help it) mood swing

maybe it's e realization dat sch's less than a wk away

maybe it's e way i'm askin too much frm life

i dunno man

feeling down down down bleahhh

suppose to blog bt e weddin but feelin incredibly lazy

*cheng starts painting her nails for a change of mood*

somehow i feel weddin nowadays loses its essential meaning

e couple + family get uber stressed

e guests get bored waiting for all e latecomers who tink it's fashionable to turn up 1h+ later after e indicated time

everything's so well rehearsed and pre-arranged dat it seems like a pretentious show which nobody really enjoys

i guess i'm being cynical sigh

by e end of e nite everyone's juz relieved dat e weddin's over

i do feel happy for charmaine

but i felt so disoriented at e weddin

e way it's reduced to sth like an obligation

a prerequisite to marriage dat muz be fulfilled

ppl attend it for e sake of attendin

when in essence it's a joyous occasion where everyone gives e couple their blessings

haiii

i tink i'm in some kinda bitchy mode

hur hur