lame

i'm bored

strictly speakin i shdnt be, there's so much i cld do to entertain myself

-spy on other ppl's blogs *been there done dat*

-binge in front of tv den spend e rest of e nite in remorse n self-disgust *action in progress*

-paint my finger nails *juz cut it, no canvas*

-paint my toe nails *refer to previous comment*

-go make earrings *but nobody appreciates it!!!* *pouts*

-go admire myself in e mirror *did so in e morn*

-study for midterm *r u nuts*

-blog sth lame *doing so now*

there're 2 types of ppl, ppl who make things happen n ppl who wait for things to happen

juz like ppl who take fate in their own hands n ppl who leave everything to e inevitable destiny

i tink i'm more of e latter, for both.

*okay in my younger days when i was still naive n hopeful i was more inclined towards e former do i sound cynical oops dat's wat age do to u eventually u'd be mimickin e way i speak hur hur hur*

it's easy to find out which type u r.

do u buy 4D or toto?

if Yes poor thing u deluded being.

if No welcome to e club :D

alrite alrite thou chances are slim but there's still a possibility u'd get lucky and turn billionaire overnight *see!! see!! u're being hopeful!!*

i mean there's a higher probability of plane crashing than strikin 4D, all these while i've been convincing myself *during e flight* dat there gotta be a million planes in e air b4 the one i'm on could possibly crash and i never ever want to be e lucky chosen one so if i strike 4D i'd prob die soon

hmmm tink i'm gettin out of pt here anyway i'm e sort who let nature takes its course prefer to sit back and shake leg and see wat life has to offer

stimes i wonder if i were more proactive n aggressive wld life be any different

stimes i wonder if i've been wasting my time away when i cld've spent it more productively

stimes i wonder if i cld've achieved more in life

i'd nv know cos u dun always get a 2nd chance

i wish i were 16 again

i read dis somewhere: dis ger her life's like a loop, she goes back time whenever she jumps off e building

so she'd flunk her finals den ace it in e 2nd attempt since she wld have known all e exam qns

whenever sth unpleasant happened she'd make a jump den get transported back time and she cld avoid anything upsetting

to e others her life is perfect n smooth-sailing all she has to do is rewind n replay *sounds very butterfly effect horrr, not e theory but e Ashton Kutcher movie lahh DUH*

how nice.

hur hur dun worry i'm not getting suicidal *i'm afraid of heights anyway* tot it's an interesting idea but i'm glad time travels in a one-way direction *period* if two-way traffic is possible imagine how messed up life will get

i mean if i dun like ur fugly face i'd juz travel back time shoot ur grandpa ( and save ur offsprings frm e ugly genes curse oops they wld've been vanquished as well :D ) den get away with it cos at dat time when ur grandpa's killed i'm not suppose to exist *yet*.

to prevent me frm doing so u'd prob shoot my grandma first

*shrugs* get e idea?

so i believe things are predestined thou stimes i'd feel naughty n rebellious n wonder if i cld change fate den i'd daydream bt gg back time n changing my decisions but i'm relieved dat no one tries to shoot my grandma and harbours e evil tot of shootin their grandpa b4 they get my grandma

next item on my wishlist: time machine :D