i tend to get cold feet b4 auditions, practical exams, public performances etc one mistake wld lead to another, the more i played e more screwed i felt, and eventually i lost focus.
guess i'm those sort who crack under pressure, dat's so WEAKKKK grrrr
i was so absorbed with getting e notes right, all i was doing was hitting e correct notes, it ended up sounding mechanical n dead. the feel was not there. i wished i was more spontaneous but i'm not skilled enough *yet*.
D.E.M.O.R.A.L.I.S.I.N.G
surprisingly e (pro) lead was still interested in follow-up jams. o.O really gotta build my confidence level + improve my technical skills!
for ur information VoCe, dat's e reason why i ate all 3 packets of M&Ms within a day
M&Ms' COMFORT FOOD. C.O.M.F.O.R.T F.O.O.D get it? lol
gorging choco made me feel teeny weeny better, on top of dat i drowned myself in korean drama :D
(a digression)
a MSN conversation with Mr P yest nite...
Mr P: haha my mom walked into my rm n peeped at my comp screen, she asked if u're my GF
(my current display pic)
MORE than a BITCH: yeshhh! girl-friend! LOL
Mr P: yes?!? girl space friend rite? haha
MORE than a BITCH: my mom also walked into my rm n peeped at my comp screen!
(Mr P's current display pic)
MORE than a BITCH: she asked if u're power ranger!
Mr P: Blue Ranger calling for Pink Ranger Kimberly. (captioned as requested LOL)
Mr P: ... U LIAR!
AHAHAHAHAHA *rofl*
No comments:
Post a Comment