i tink it's PMS, really

i dunno wat got into me recently
it doesnt take much for s'one to get on my nerve
n when s'one does
i kick up a big fuss
sheesh

like wat happened btw pj n e job agency
oh yeah pj if u happen to be reading dis it's really written in response to ur latest blog entry haha
i was very exasperated with pj den
not bcos she turned e job down
of course i'm disappointed dat we cant work together
but not SOOO disappointed dat i'd force her into it n get pissed when she told me she gotta tink abt it

wat really irked me is her attitude
e way she's so fickle-minded n picky abt e job
it really annoys me when things like dat happen
u're offered sth but u shdnt take it for granted
well i din realize she's not desperate for a job how could i have missed dat?
ppl around me dun go to interviews for fun, they jump at a chance when there's one
ppl around me work bcos they need e money, they dun get to choose e schedule it's e other way round
wat puts me off's e way she doesnt appreciate things dat dun come easy to e others
when i said she din know how e job agency functions i was really referring to e whole system
wat i meant was dat she has no idea how it's like for e others she seems to be living in her own sheltered world

haiz tink i'm dramatizing everything i have dis tendency recently
i tink it's PMS, really
maybe i read too much into ppl's words n imagine things they never meant
pj i'm sorry dat i've been a bitch losing my temper not being exactly friendly in e phone etc etc
maybe i'm being too critical with e others sighz
i tink it's PMS, really