Men are born EVIL so it's not my fault dat i'm MEAN

Oh man i'm really losing it...
i actually gave my colleague e finger, accompanied by e F* word, followed by a y-dun-u-juz-wither-n-die glare
n i wasnt playing a fool w him
i was DEAD SERIOUS abt it
cos he juz sooooooooo so pissed me off!!

well everyone was shocked by wat i did
dat's e 1st time(n hopefully e last)they ever saw me losing my temper

i cant help it
it all started with a baby cockroach dat's crawling innocently on e wall right behind me(i rather not describe e incident in full details...e mere tot of it makes my blood boil)
anyway he tot it's hilarious how terrified i was (i WASNT till he pretended dat he picked up e damn thing n threw it at me)

i was immensely irritated how childish can one get for heaven's sake he's 25 yrs old!!!

ok after knowing dat he's juz teasing me i calmed down n let it pass

obviously he din noe where to draw e line he tried to scare me again by slapping e wall behind me(like e cockroach is capable of making such a loud noise)

n guess wat? i din flinch(too preoccupied n fascinated by e way guys dun ever grow up)but the cockroach did!!!

it fell into my bag(according to my colleagues sitting opp me)and dat's really e last straw

I HATE COCKROACHES dun ever mess with me abt it

sth snapped in me n i did wat i said i did

turned out to be it was a false alarm e cockroach actually flew away (or vanished into thin air anyway we couldnt find it afterwards)

n i felt so bad abt lashing out at my colleague

i'm still pissed with e way he behaved but certainly he doesnt deserve dis treatment

he's childish but i'm not much better or else i wouldnt have let my fury get e better of me

recently i find it difficult to control my tongue, when i get irritated i'd retaliate by throwing mean remarks at dat someone

i'd feel bad afterwards for i know how hurting it is if sone said e exact same thing to me

but e prob is....e evil side of me gets a kick out of insulting those who get on my nerve!

so now i'm in a dilemma..shall i embrace my evil self, walk over anyone who crosses my path, n indulge in e sadistic pleasure of crushing his sense of self-worth?

or shall i hide myself deep in e woods, embark on a soul-searching journey, n hope dat mother-nature will cleanse my soul n vanquish(u noe Charmed?) my evil twin?(ok i noe i'm overdoing it)

or maybe men are born evil so it's not my fault dat i'm MEAN

NOW dat's a comforting tot, at least i can sleep peacefully now *yawnz*

it's 3.30 in e morn, not exactly a gd time for self reflection

tink i shall call it a day....for both myself n my evil twin...zzzzzzzz