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had a bad start for the new year

been on medical leave since last Tues due to a bad eye infection

imagine a pus-oozing lump on your right eyelid that reduces your eye to half its original size

so you're in pain, disfigured, self esteem severly bruised

sigh. at least the med bill's subsidized (i hope, but maybe it's not a good idea to be too optimistic...)

but that's not the end to my misery....

one fine night i manage to sleep on my left arm so when i woke up my left arm was completely limp

L.I.M.P

usually after a few jabs of this stingy tingly feeling, the limp-iness will go away and you'd regain control of the limb that fell asleep

but i didn't

maybe my nerves are permanently impaired. after 2 days i still can't raise and spread my fingers.

i also cant raise my left hand at the wrist.

it's like my left hand has become an independent entity of its own, out of and beyond my control.

to move my left hand i gotta swing it ard at the wrist joint. and to pick things up i have to 'hook' them cos i cldnt exert the strength to 'carry' them.

so now i'm disfigured. and handicapped.

wld be visiting a chinese med practitioner soon if things dun improve =..=

been a very 'sick' start for the year

and what do i do while confined to the house?


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